what's next?

This has been a pretty uneventful week for me, though most are I suppose. I always get to the end of a busy week and wonder what I did. I think it's these short days catching up with me. I really don't like daylight savings time. I like to leave work with at least a few traces of sunlight, but now I have to leave in complete darkness. Sunny days just always put a smile on my face and now I spend the entirity of them inside a cubicle at work. The summer didn't seem as bad when you still have hours of sunlight after you get home. It would be so nice if I could talk my boss into giving me a laptop so I could sit outside and do my work.

The sermon at my church on Sunday reminded me (as a lot of things do) that I'm still trying to figure out what I'm doing with my life. I'm content with where I am as long as it's for a short time, but I am always wondering what's next. I enjoy thinking about the uknown, because I don't have any control over it right now. I think it's because I like surprises. I get excited when I think that my life could change drastically in the next few years and I don't know what it will look like. Maybe it won't though, and I'd be okay with that. I have so many thoughts, but none of them have actually formed into real ideas. It's so exciting and scary at the same time.